Edit 5/26/2013
Taken with my food stamp's issued Tracphone LG440G. The location is behind the Starbucks in Capital Hill - Seattle, WA. I didn't have a tripod, so I figure I tie the phone to a bamboo stick that was in the p-patch (neighborhood garden plot). Not bad for a camera phone. My first profile picture that looks ok.
Going on 1 year and a couple months when the voices started talking to me in my head. Began around 1/1/2012 or 2/1/2013 when I was travelling to Phoenix, AZ from New Orleans, LA. I tell the people at the mental health clinic that the experience is like listening to a radio station that you have no control of, but..nobody seems to be listening.
The voices comment on everything I see and do.
They mostly lie so I can't trust everything they say. It seems like when things get quiet they start an argument by bringing something up from my past. These arguments are like the ones in internet chat rooms. You don't know who or what the other person is and they don't care if their right or wrong. They seem to argue just for the sake of arguing. Logic doesn't seem to work because I don't know who or what's doing the talking. Since I can't see who or what it is -- I tend to just ignore them most of the time.
The voices are like a radio station that shiet talks to you all day long. If their not streaming videos at me (small clips of video), their pulling up memories from my past to throw back into my face.
There's a lot more, but I figure I continue taking my medication like the doctor ordered. Maybe with medication they'll go away.
Edit: 5/26/2013
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